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Exiting The Highway

by Seth Hanson

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1.
This place is the first I've ever Never lived in without you But you left for school in September Now I'm eating mostly canned food Put another toothbrush where yours was Can't stand to see just one Now me and John Wilson Have a ton of extra pillows I've been studying Armageddon In the dark, in the basement Did you know there's limitations In the resolution of the simulation That's why the stimulation that the brain gets Can't explain itself in the language When you're not here the planet It's just fire and floods I saw an info-graphic But it's okay, for real, it's just a few months When you're gone I'll just calculate decay costs See the dude from reddit Says he's selling solar panel credits And when you get back we'll be ready For the collapse of the city But only take as long as you have to 'cause I miss you...and it could happen soon
2.
I hope that the teens making out at the bus stop live that free forever And I hope that the kid who put the newspapers in the big blue mailbox is remembered And God bless the one with the stink bomb Who made us open the windows I hope we've the strength to wait and the will to run when we see it coming I hope that the kid who put the newspapers in the mailbox ain't afraid of nothing And God bless the ones with loud music and no headphones Who showed us how to open the windows May we know When we get Where we're going Or at least get off when we can May the fact that we travel together Be enough to not end up alone May the men keep their legs together And their comments to themselves I hope that the kid who put that whole stack of newspapers in the mailbox Gets to turn twelve And the Devil drives a brand new Tesla I'm pretty sure about that So may we know Where we're going When we get there Or at least get off at the end May the fact that we travel together Be enough There are things I'd rather be doing And Things I would rather avoid But for now we'll just look out the window Teenagers sad angry and loud Glad I'm not driving alone
3.
I make mistakes every day I wake up wondering what I will do wrong But I've got to do something before the day gets done I see good things every day I look at the city from the window in my pantry But sometimes this place seems pretty empty I make mistakes every day I buy new shoes that don't keep me warm I go the wrong way down the wrong road And I know it, I just keep going I break new things every day I could always be a little less careless But most of the time It's gonna happen regardless So I mend old things every day I've got a lot of glue and thread and pins But it can be hard to find hope about fixing the big things 'Cause I make mistakes every day I wake up wondering what I will do wrong But I've got to do something before the day gets done I've gotta do something.
4.
Quit Anytime 03:00
I'm working on getting better Not getting too bitter Took a year to write you one letter But I ain't no quitter Sometimes a cigarette's a good excuse to get some fresh air And it's always pretty hard to admit when I care But I’m working on getting better Don't want to need no babysitter If I'm patient, I can understand it later I ain't no quitter Sometimes your chain gets rusted even when you're careful It's always pretty hard to admit when I've been sinful But I'm working on getting better Recognize my temper Forget I'm just a beginner I ain't no quitter Some days it's like I'm parallel parking for the first time And some days it's like I'm parallel parking for the second time But I'm working on getting better Not getting too bitter If it takes me years to write you one letter I ain't no quitter
5.
There you are on the other side of an ocean And here I am in bed with my thoughts You're gone, making the most of it I hope And even if you're not if you get lost And I fall of the map in the dirt I bet it's worth it You helped me move in I helped you move out The streets are the same most of them loud None go the whole way across To where you are on the other side of an ocean From where I am with my choices alone You're gone, making the most of it I hope But even when you don't and you overflow And I know in my heart I've been cursed Could be worth it It's September 1st That's my second one here Guess I'll stick around for another few beers I've got nowhere to get to tomorrow So tell me a story A good one, if you got one Or a bad one if it's short Just tell me you're sorry Anything I can believe 'Cause when you wake up on the other side of an ocean I'll be here waiting on dreams to start Gone, making the most of it I hope Even when it's hard And it hits your heart You are not the only one who hurts To say it's worth it 'Cause you can come home from the other side of an ocean Unless that's where you've always been
6.
The Drop Out 03:41
Every one of my friends is leaving New York Another epicenter of the next war Even if i graduate early It's not going to be easy Every one of my friends is leaving New York all my favorite bars have gone dark Even if I graduate early I might just forget the party Every one of my friends is leaving New York Telling stories bout the stuff they're cutting short Even if I graduate early My cousin was bald at thirty He made a list of the things that he could pawn Gave the cash to the kids who could carry on He passed the test but bought the answer He'll be back next semester
7.
Exiting the highway looking for another Appreciating infrastructure Brain draining down the gutter Looking for another One more error before I have to wake up So why am I lying here... to no one Brain waiting for who knows what Safe a little longer And I sure am a lazy piece of shit Spend every day doing absolutely nothing Brain dreaming of the easy way out Why bother Why? turn it off Why? leave the lane Why? read a book Why? learn a name If you're going to forget it anyway Why say it I'm looking for another way to rediscover What you get when you risk total failure Brain trained to face the terror Try not to get distracted Try not to miss the exit
8.
I've been believing in nothing I want to believe that's true But I've been wasting my mornings Staying up reading the news They say we're connected I don't feel protected I feel like running away But there ain't nowhere to go So I've been following footsteps I always assumed were my own Like breaking new ground or something profound But I'm just going in circles, I know And when it gets too hard to tell two apart Then we might as well leave it alone And go home, if we're lucky Now and again I feel busy And then pretty soon I'm not sure what I've done The river I live in sounds like a city It's pinching me pushing me move or drown But I think it's fine to stand still As long as you're in a good place Why all the hurry? Where am I going? Am you so sure it won't feel the same? Relax in the water, let the sky just get hotter 'Cause you're as cool as can be In your house, if you're lucky
9.
Mom's callin' says I've got 18 months Before I get kicked off her health insurance She says I need a career with benefits Guess I'm not gonna have health insurance And that's too bad 'cause lately I've been seeing software in my sleep When I close my eyes, I catch a glimpse Of those fucked up robot dogs from Boston Dynamics Just dozens of them slowly crawling on my bed Maybe I should get a pet Maybe that would keep me warm, like you would do 'Cause now I'm wearing two pairs of pajamas and socks I'm sweating through And anyway it doesn't work I still miss you, and it still hurts And I'm still at a loss for words So I stay up and read through all four-thousand verified 5-star reviews But it never really seems like perfect proof 'Cause there's always that horror story warning: it's too good to be true It happened to me It could happen to you And I've got to be careful I don't have health insurance
10.
Should I expect to be alive in 15 years Should I make a down-payment on a reliable vehicle Should I learn a new language or eat more expensive cereal Should I leverage my experience for an interest rate that's unbelievable Should I expect to be alive in 15 years Will my body stay clean from the water in the taps Should I expect the hurricane to stop in its tracks Should I read this article about the eternal irrelevance of facts Should I expect to be alive in 15 years Should I go to the dentist. Should I sort out the trash if I get cash and invest it, will I have time to relax Should I expect a cop to think I'm a threat & shoot me in the back Should I expect to be alive in 15 years
11.
Faith 03:34
I guess it's true, I've been honest for once And now it seems I am falling in love If you know me then that's hard to believe Yeah it's hard to believe But I want to believe I calculate how many miles away And think of you no matter how goes my day When you write you say you're thinking of me And I want to believe Sometimes it's hard to believe How can I know that you're not changing your mind And I'm not changing mine Don't we all change all the time? It's been a while since I've let myself feel Learned from heartbreak not to let it get real Then it got to the point in my brain Thought I cut those parts out Thought you put 'em back in Don't have much choice but to trust what you say And try to trust my gut and heart just the same Let myself hurt, if that's what I need And I need to believe So I know I believe That when we change, our change will be fine It'll be both yours and mine People change all the time
12.
Grown Up 03:51
Singing by a little river Pretty sure it's the charles Thinking of my love, I miss her I feel like a child And hey maybe I look like one too, from that bridge up there I'm wearing a pair of old boots I bought back in high school A size or two too big Still thought I'd keep growin But one day it happened. Woke up the same as I was last night One day it happens, so what's the use to fight They say staying in stagnation That's the end of the world And If your growth is accelerating Then you're in control Trust us...it's stable up here on the bridge Or maybe our boots are too big! I go to sleep feeling foolish Wake up the same damn height But I keep buying new tubes of toothpaste So I must be doing something right And when I'm ready, I'll let my expectations die And when I'm dead, it'll be fine

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Slow down! Get off the highway!

66 Bus Prayer Music Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQOWjg5VhVA

Faith Music Video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=vwyn7_oJtKI

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released December 1, 2023

All songs written and recorded by Seth Hanson in and about Boston

With help from:
Rachel Eber: Vocals on "Faith" and lots of good advice.
Jono Eber: Guitar on "Looking for Another"
Ken Winokur: Drums and mixing on "66 Bus Prayer"

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