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Let Me Look Upon the Sun

by Seth Hanson

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1.
Let me look upon the sun Though I know I'll burn my eyes For I will never find A more important sight Than the one that leaves me blind Take me down to the river Let the current call my name For the only day On which I'll be saved Is the one on which I'm swept away Take me up along that narrow path Where the way is thick with moss For I'll only be found If the trees grow tall If I am truly lost Let me look upon the sun Though I know I'll burn my eyes For I will never find A more important sight Than the one that leaves me blind
2.
Follow Blind 02:55
I been living on the street Got acres on my knees Got forests on my feet Got oceans in my eyes Got nickels to my name Got no one to blame I been drying in the sun Been breaking on my back Been breathing through my blood Been shaking on the dust Been swimming under shoes Been swallowed up in suits I took torture over tricks Took chances when I could Couldn't afford to stay home sick Took shifts instead of sleep Took pills instead of dreams Took worry to my tongue Take injustice 'cause I must Took coal instead of color Took gold instead of fleece Took bells instead of horns Took books I'd never read Took for granted all the facets of my ease Then days became their endless lists Days for the sake of futures Days came too close to cliffs Days carried hidden knives Cut the ropes tied to my kites Only had to let one moment Go slipping through my mind Only had to let one candle Go extinguished in the night For the others follow blind But I've grown accustomed to the light
3.
Gambling Man 02:36
A dream came to me in a song An old machine breaking down My fingers took on foreign signs My lips were cracked, from forming lies My hands were dice you shook in yours, A gambling man, I should have known It's better to leave when you're ahead Than to stay till you've nothing left I was close enough to touch the edge Was weighed and worried, sinking sin But I saw a bird trapped in the brush burning nettles, holy soot And my hands were dice you shook in yours A gambling man, I should have known It's better to let it go if you've got line Than to struggle against unbending time I'm a mess of numbers, you took my chance Just held it like a list of lasts Followed to the dirty end Furrowed brow and dripping neck And My hands were dice you shook in yours, A gambling man, I should have known Not to run too fast nor blink too slow For to see the flash, for to feel the road
4.
I remember the 9th grade You and I grew up on the highway Got lost when we turned right Should'a turned left Can't turn back Oh and the headlights Burning through the spring sky Smoke rising in the midnight From my hands Can't turn back And… We're Eye to eye Soul to soul We are leaning on each other's wall We won't abandon hope We Live hand in hand in stone Lean on each other's wall You spent days surrounded Afraid that you had drowned Afraid you'd already had your last chance And we can't turn back Yeah it's true it's all around us But that's the reason that we're boundless Whatever's out there I promise, I've got your back Remember… We're Eye to eye Soul to soul We are leaning on each other's wall We won't abandon hope We Live hand in hand in stone Lean on each other's wall I remember back in college When we thought we had to know what we wanted old trees rotting We ain't broke yet We won't turn back Though the rain may be falling we won't be sure until it's started as they run From the flood Glancing back
5.
Hot Water 03:46
Hot water coming, gonna roll the canes Old river on fire again Thought it was clear, 'till one morning smoky Seemed so simple, 'till all at once was broken Winds a-weeping, gonna clear the lakes Can't imagine drought when you're dancing in the rain When the cards are on the table, when the coin is in the air Hard to cross your fingers when they're tangled in your hair But Don't worry, worker, soon they will be free As birds of prey and toy limousines Scalpels and chemicals, in countenance bells Hard to see the future in the bars of your cell From The depths of your pockets, to the shallowness of hell The length of your promises, starting to melt To the bottomless streets, they say "fend for yourself" Convinced that they earned their illusion of wealth. But don't worry dancer, soon you will be free From the labyrinth of winning, from the staging of your glee In the lottery of sunsets, soon will be a score Composed in the calm at the eye of the storm Hot water coming, gonna burn the canes Old ocean boiling again Thought it was clear, 'till one morning smoky Seemed so simple, 'till all at once was broken
6.
I never got to meet you Before you passed away I'm sure if I'd been older, you'd've had plenty to say But you were buried in the cold tones of machines drowning out your tale All I ever heard was the fading of your health All I ever saw in you Was another hand to feed Just a long drive to a another place to sleep Not a set of eyes, and open arms, left to blink away the tears Never really noticed the winking of the years Feels I’m missing something, From my shuffled deck of cards I must have lost count years ago and now we're just a part Of a fragile mind, like dominoes, and me, a careless kid Ain't no surprise, like fireworks, but me I always flinch And what you were I never knew I've never had So I've never had to lose
7.
Bliss 04:55
When thee to dust do roam Then I, peeling paint of windows, Offer a nest Rich, dirt, rest. Worry all you want about heart attacks Worry all, want you ignorance? Be so blessed if you so wish. I sunk a ship And I took the only raft With salvation to my back With the wind at my neck Worry all you want about finding land Worry all, want you ignorance? Be so blessed if you so wish. There's the looming of a useless end When we find reasons to justify our means I say we lose ourselves like pens And one day, we run out of ink Worry all you want about what to write Worry whether anyone will read it Or be just blessed, 'cause you ain't dry yet
8.
Bird 06:03
Back and forth, my paddle-boat Toe to heel, heel to toe tidal waves, like tender nerves neighborhoods, like seething curs I worry plagues will strike ye down Temperature turned up too loud I hope you find what you want I hope it's where you never thought it would be And Listen, do you hear my voice 'Cause, bird, I hear yours Early morning, or so I thought Couldn't find the strength to knock Opened more than 'dora's box Spun and fell, my stomach dropped Just like the sun burned leaves Old magazines and florescent lights Smell of salt and blood and life Close my eyes as you take breaths All our hearts begin again Listen, do you hear my voice 'Cause, bird, I hear yours
9.
I know you have been here your whole life I know you wonder if you'll ever be surprised But I know it happens, I can feel it in your hands I know it's summertime, But there are shivers up my back And I can see your breath I wore out my shoes trying to skip the cracks Spent a year in search of another august laugh I know we won't go far if our tire's gone flat I know it seems like we're stranded but it's not like that 'Cause I can see your breath, And It gives direction Now as the satellites are swinging through the clouds Like last night's fireworks brought envy to the dawn Then as our shields, like the sand, slowly fell It looks to last a while So I think it will; that's what I'd bet And I know tomorrow's tide pushes and pulls your chest 'Cause I can see your breath
10.
In the cup of your neck, from which I sip Lie hands that fingers lift. Where the balanced slip then convince themselves they sin Where calm is lost to quick Where the followers of summer, and the beaten hearts in mothers Tap their perfect pitch In the pools and in the caves, in the shallows of your veins I haven't seen it yet I haven't seen it yet In the crescent of the sky, in the roundness of the lie In the deaf and in the blind In the preaching of the night it's the shuttering sighs That trace the lines. But I am but a babe, staring at a stage Where the players have left the light So, in the pools and in the caves, in the shallows of my veins I haven't seen it yet I haven't seen it yet In the kneading of your poems on the staleness of my tongue Under cover and over done In the bleeding of your luck, and the leaking of the sun To thoughtless bluffs With the touch of your lips, a fishing net Wraps me in your song, Yet, in the pools and in the caves, in the shallows of your veins I haven't seen it yet I haven't seen it yet
11.
Flying Past 04:26
I still think of the stubborn door That I pushed you towards The door I locked, after you had gone That only opened to the key I lost I thought I'd keep it close to my heart But those kinds of secrets are much too sharp To hold so near to a spot so soft Setting down that key was the most selfish thing I've ever done But the earth will forgive me Even if I can't forgive myself 'Cause to its towering ears, I'm a tinny yelp Still, I'm always wondering if I'll have enough For the next month's rent that your heart is gonna charge Seems like you're always jacking up the price I already sold my soul, what else would you like? I hope I never have to gamble with your trust You have mine, I have yours, it seems like an even start But fairness wouldn't stop me from throwing us off course as I pawned the time you'd given me for half of what I'm sure it was worth But the earth will forgive me Even if I can't earn it back 'Cause through its towering arms, I'm just fyin' past
12.
Looks like the brightest suns are the first to set Doesn't make much sense But please, still take your chance Shine so that the world shines back We need your light We always have Cause it's all we have Cause it's all we have I saw your fight Couldn't see your fear Sometime it stings When the labels peal But what is left is a truer kind A dirty sky We lick our lips, but they stay dry we move our tongues, but we stay quiet If we do not act, it can't be love If we do not help, it's violence You were true You always were Your soaring voice I often heard You've gone on I won’t pretend But you were here I won't forget Now our hands are full of seeds And rosary beads Yet we keep them by our sides If we don't shake, we'll never shine For every step You'll never take I will take two I'll match your pace For every morning That you would wake I'll find the sun We'll share it's weight To every chance And every bet I'll give myself I won't forget
13.
Let me not rot bitter in the long tick of time Let me not lose interest in the warbling outside No great chaos wrapped to standard length No speck of beauty stepped over like a snake And the lonely string That connects us to each other Is wrapped up in my legs Begging me to follow No tin, rose garden rusting to the touch may be forgotten for what it must become It's priceless treasure, sold as worthless stones That vandalizes the masterpiece we wove With that stone-like string That connects us to each other Tying up my arms And bringing me to justice Let the sun seek me when my own search ends in vain Let it still reach my hand when I am kept in shade With no whole truth dissolved in holy wine No flickering lantern need spend its only light For the fraying string That connects us to each other even when it breaks Will hold the answer

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The work of this summer and fall, during which time there was sun.

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released October 24, 2014

All songs written and recorded by Seth Hanson and the Additional Six. Thanks to Grinnell Freesound for some equipment and Jacob Miller for an additional six for Gambling Man.
Additional vocals provided by Isabel Cooke and Emma Tilden

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