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The Middle of the Road

by Seth Hanson

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1.
The Noose 03:13
2.
I remember a robin Telling me to close my eyes When we rolled Slow, frozen turned around Saw her hair catch Grayer than i thought Dripping from her brow like a leak in the holy cup Like rain, gonna dig a ditch Are these deep graves Or just the preacher tall Sharp shadow in the road Middle of the maze Seed-like bone Either I’m planted or I'm planting, but I can't be both And still hasn't visited Place the bets, lord she doesn’t even know Can't hear the ticking now Wipers stall, wail The edge too blunt Melted to the tar, won't ever get unstuck
3.
I know now what I want A rainy morning wet grass to roll in I know now what I need Static in a city Body in the deep end Toes touching the bottom Only when I'm sinking I know now why I'm sore My throat from what they feed me My legs from how they lead me I know now what I feel Hands on my forehead Pretending to care if I live Holding my head back So I can't see what they're cutting
4.
Innocence 03:19
Two doors down When I was growing up Sister smelled of smoke And paper cuts There I was, A drunken dress, Taught me not to trust Taught me selfishness How well I slept! With an aimless kick How good I felt In my arrogance Glowing like stop lights in her lips And she was always right Sister under dog Father's laws Were the evil ones There I was, A tortured dress, Taught me not to fuss Taught me what I meant How they begged confess! With an aimless ring How good they felt In my innocence Still though they coated in my gilt
5.
Way Out 03:09
The choice I made Free they told me But still I wait Can't bear to open I know you'll be Better off if I leave You don't need Another hand to lead So when I woke Hit my head, hid my heart Flew back home Kept a catch in my throat I know you'll be Better off If I leave You don't need Another mouth to feed You're looking now For a stable path Can't be found Where I collapse I know you'll be Better off if I leave You don't need Another broken grief Maybe later When you feel more figured out We can talk forever Compare our debtor's doubts I knew you'd be Better off if I leave You don't need To need someone like me
6.
If I hadn't of done it You wouldn't be here Even to hate me So hate me It's better than nothing It's better than nothing It's better than nothing Told you I loved you I hope you remember The hiss of the record It's better than nothing The click of my conscience It's better than nothing It's better than nothing Drive Try to imagine What you look like now Thirteen years gone Can't bear To admit but we're strangers now Can't recognize ourselves It's getting harder to stop myself From Feeling guilty Years since I could sleep Like an itch Tears torn into tight bound sheets It's better than nothing It's better than nothing Finally found the seeds Sister said It was easy Easy as shouting In an empty street Stolen medicine Is better than nothing It's better than nothing
7.
Forget It 04:19
On the night you were born there was torrential rain First sound you heard First smell in the open air Life beat out of dirt And even when it ended like it always does When I hold you close I hear the flood The years I spent rattling in hollow hate For what was never done How I cried for far-off fate Took the wrong trail of crumbs But even when it ended like it always does I could never gather where I was The counter tall and my craning neck How you spent my nights In my lap my secret slept/slipped Cardinal catching bites Even when corrupted like I always was Knew not to bet the balance above the buzz From your water hands and your dirty eyes Forgiveness grew like weeds If my past don't exist for you It don't exist for me But then of course it's calling like it always does Can i never get enough
8.
Law 04:42
Night of her own Finally born Made up my mind Slept like a child Safe for the moment From self-righteous soldiers I'm outside the frame I'm dirt in her grin Grown my roots Hold my noose Hides it From the searching Of the law And so I'm left the fool Called open and ruined But why was I pure I'm crooked as you The man who has caught me Charged me and dropped me The difference is only The power you stole from me The nameless The foul, the tainted To hide As the law From the porches and warmth To the hard stones fantasy drifts Moments I missed Never can know One truth from another In mirrors I'm split Cement in its grip Each bar believes In its right to be free In it's strength as you live In the law
9.
Bail 05:15
You used to wonder Why I would get so angry At the fist that fed me Cocked with quarters Cops and callers Told me quiet The years spent under steeple As the pillars under kneelers Hard to breath Still placed their faith in that I would speak You used to wonder Why I was always absent Eye in my camera Liked me 'cause I'm shy Said I'd be pretty if I smiled And It was open Season when I shot him Bucking the broken hearted From the stage To billow the devil's flag And in the night I hoist the sail you itch too deep we pay the bail How could I help it You so sudden sickly Stubborn in your mystery We need what we need If they ignore us then that's their greed The walls compressing Like us the trash they let in With their pity and their lessons How they pry You from my side How could I help it They threatened us with desert Broke us like a record Too gone to save But I don't believe a word they say And who was right? We're the ones left standing The ones got struck by lightning And still they search For the thunder that they heard And in the night I hoist the sail You sing to me We pay the bail
10.
Body of Mine 02:41
Buddy of mine Released a year ago Buddy of mine Says the open world's no different System's still a prison Buddy of mine Buddy of mine Can't find no work Buddy of mine Says that we've been marked Tattoo on our charts Buddy of mine What do they think will happen If we're not given the chance to catch our breath? We'll be back again Body of mine Still inside Body of mine Still being farmed They making money off my crime And that Body of mine Body of mine Ain't it been left no rights? Body of mine Think it's coincidence I'm silenced Think the words I'd say'd be nice ones? With Blood on my mind What do they think will happen If they call our torture natural and resistance perverse It'll twist us good
11.
Second Life 05:28
12 years since I seen you last Don't take long to forget how to fold the map Said I'd call you when the plane lands What if you changed more than I can guess What if you're the same, man, I know I'm the one who left Said I'd call you when I land Image of your heavy arms circle as I stand Spinning like luggage waiting to get grabbed Said I'd call you when i land Better to be slow in the backseat of a cab Ringing engines echo in my head Said I'd call you when I land Hotel just a mile from our building Like Lazarus, collapse into the bed Said I'd call you when the plane land
12.
Prisoners 06:16
Auntie ghost Said take my word You're a lonely girl But a lovely girl She's a saint of sorts But she's got it wrong I ain't leaning on What she's leaning on She wants my happiness But of course it's with A man at home To be leaning on Told herself We're better off In our place The natural way She's a saint of sorts But she's been convinced Breaks my heart That she can't see the links In the chain In our chain That keeps me and her prisoners She's seen so many years But I guess that's it More time to get Suckered in I know she's trying to help But she's missed the point Some sacred bells Dowry guilt It hurts to hear Her say I need him there As if I can't make My own way Don't get me wrong I still need love Just not approval from Some father's son Auntie ghost I hope'd you'd see What's wrung our hands What's bound our feet the chains Our chains Will never break If we don't feel their weight
13.
I forget to wind my watch Can't keep straight how I am walking That don't mean that I am lost Don't mean that I'm not lost either Only means the needle skips Like the lanes that I forsaken But I can't push it out of focus Just to pretend I have no weakness When we're holding to the deep line at the edge of where I'm going We're blurring at the edge Call it forgiving morning To be tearing up in moving You sleeping in the back Wish I never have to break this Bit of sunlight catch your hand Somehow quiet in the wind That pushes us along We Petals in the dust Hope you're happy in a new town when motion in the deep Line at the edge of where we're going Breathing in like me Eyes begin to open

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Rolling In continues backwards/forwards to the trapped to the left in the middle of the road

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released August 25, 2015

All songs written and recorded by Seth Hanson.
Additional vocals Helen Forsythe.

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